My twin flame has been gone from my place of work for over a year and we have been no contact for several weeks now. I had a dream of hin and I at work. We are under the gazebo outside the cafeteria alone. It's the first time we have seen each other since he left. When he looks at me it's like he is speaking to my soul. I am at peace without him then. As much as I want him we are both still married and in look at him and I place my hand on his beard rubbing his check with my thumb and I tell him "I love you, and I'm not sure why I love you, but there has been love for you since the day I met you. If I could have you I would in a heartbeat, but I can sense you have a lot of heartbreak and hurt that you haven't fully healed and I know you may not ever get to that point. So as much s I want you and want to be with you, right now, I can't. I need to work on myself." Then I kiss him and walk away.
This dream suggests a deep longing for connection and love with your twin flame. The gazebo symbolizes a private and intimate space where you feel comfortable opening up emotionally. Seeing each other for the first time since he left represents a desire for reconciliation and closure.
The intensity in his gaze and the feeling of him speaking to your soul indicate a powerful and undeniable connection between the two of you. This connection brings you a sense of peace and contentment in the dream because it taps into a deep understanding and familiarity.
However, the awareness of your current marital status and the recognition of his unresolved heartbreak and pain indicate a level of maturity and self-awareness in the dream. While you desire to be with him, you also understand the importance of taking care of yourself and working on personal growth before pursuing a relationship.
Placing your hand on his beard and expressing your love, even without fully understanding why, shows a genuine and unconditional affection for him. By acknowledging his need for healing and recognizing your own need for self-improvement, you demonstrate a willingness to prioritize personal growth and self-love.
Kissing him and walking away signifies a bittersweet understanding that, for now, the timing may not be right for a romantic relationship. It signifies a readiness to let go, focus on personal development, and trust that if there is a true connection between you, it will endure and possibly flourish in the future.
Overall, this dream reflects your longing for love and connection, your recognition of the need for personal growth, and a bittersweet acceptance of the current circumstances. It suggests a wise and mature approach to your relationship with your twin flame, prioritizing self-care and personal development while holding onto the hope for a deeper connection in the future.